its been long since the last update . this is a post dedicated to all hornists :D
everytime after band i wonder why am i doing so much for band .
but i found the answer today (:
to me , its heartwarming that you all came to me asking me if im okay , even asking me to sit .
cause this hasnt happen before (right?) . so yeah , im very glad .
and i can see most of you are trying your best to work hard without depending on me :) very glad ,but instead im the one depending on you all right now .
i realised i used to vent my anger on you all (now never right ? xD) when im very stressed up . but from i dontknow when , i feel very attached to you all , im really very happy to see you all improving even though in seniors / other eyes , you are not improving in that sense of MUSIC . but attitude wise , im very glad , after talking / screaming/shouting at you all ONCE , you all try to change asap . so , its better than last time , when we used to have so many conflicts and sectional talks . now i know there's still conflicts among yourself , but im glad you didnt brought it to band . and i guess all of you are happy that i didnt voice out your complains to others . because if i did , it would be back to the past , but i know you all can settle it yourself .
and to say , you all have taken away my load alot for double-post like learning scores by yourself , etc . and ATTITUDE-WISE have been IMPROVING ALOT ! :D so yeah , glad . and thanks (:
from the bottom of my heart , thanks (:
and continue to work hard and improve and clinch this year's best section (:
even if we didnt get best section , continue to work hard (:
with alotalotalotalotalot of love ,
JANE (: